It is easy to stand on the brink of destruction and say it’s all over, all hope is lost. When all is laid to waste and only ash remains. You can pray to the sky, or build a better world. With every moon the day and a world ends. With every sunrise the night dies and a world begins. It’s just a play, a beautiful act can often be followed by a tragic act. You decide when the curtain falls though. You decide what needs to be rewritten. I’ve sat in my sorrows for 25 years and on the 26, I’ve decided the story has gone to astray. It is time for a change and a better character. With the life of my daughter came the death of the tormented boy inside and in his ashes stood a man. A new dawn will break, it is time to carry on, break these shackles that have held me down and push through the threshold that I have stood at for far too long. I cannot falter any longer it is time to burn down and rise, it is time to become my own phenix. -Brandon Brutality.
youre welcome. thank you guys for pushing me as well
i fucking love reading these. stay strong
I kick back and try to focus through the glare.
fogged windows and a cloudy mind.
I miss you here.
Although you never really were.
Searching for answers in a bottle. excuse me while i powder my nose.
I dont know just when it was I lost myself.
I imagine it was around the time I found you.
How can we miss what was never truly ours, in the first place.
The smoke is going to my head.
Ive been driving for days and I havent left my bed.
Something Off The Top Of My Head
Im bigger than I ever was and I have never felt smaller.
I tell love stories though tragedy.
You can hear all about my past loves in my addictions in my notebooks.
Ill always remember you forgetting me.
Ill never remember I promised id forget you.
this is still a work in progress.
Fuck fame nobody knows me.
Yall just got a name.
I have all the girls.calling up sending pictures to my phone,
but they all the same. I miss you.
Cocaine and jack only numb the pain.
Think bout ya, goin insane.
I need a remedy need a cure.
So many bad memories, locked behind doors.
Chasing hopes with whiskey.
Wishing that youd miss me.
Been so long, shes long since forgotten me.
Fucked up and twisted up.
balencing them and me. double dutch.
Hands clenched tight.
Stuck between dreams and reality, keeping me up at night.
They watch me on TV screens. Look through your pictures,
Thinking we would end up back together, wasted dreams.
That’s quite sweet of you to say. Thank you very much. :)