my future child
You are a sweet, kind soul. I relate a lot to your journey and struggles. Thanks for staying on your path and giving so many of us hope.
youre welcome. thank you guys for pushing me as well
I have only seen one season of The Real World and it was the season you were on. And the only reason I saw it was because I was crashing on someone's couch during one of the many shit storms my life has thrown at me. It was awesome to see someone such as yourself go from having a hard time of it to working so hard and making things better for yourself. I have been clean for 10 months now and I have had a few temptations to go back and when I saw you, it kept me pushing forward. Thank you. <3
i fucking love reading these. stay strong
I kick back and try to focus through the glare.
fogged windows and a cloudy mind.
I miss you here.
Although you never really were.
Searching for answers in a bottle. excuse me while i powder my nose.
I dont know just when it was I lost myself.
I imagine it was around the time I found you.
How can we miss what was never truly ours, in the first place.
The smoke is going to my head.
Ive been driving for days and I havent left my bed.
Something Off The Top Of My Head
Im bigger than I ever was and I have never felt smaller.
I tell love stories though tragedy.
You can hear all about my past loves in my addictions in my notebooks.
Ill always remember you forgetting me.
Ill never remember I promised id forget you.
this is still a work in progress.
Fuck fame nobody knows me.
Yall just got a name.
I have all the girls.calling up sending pictures to my phone,
but they all the same. I miss you.
Cocaine and jack only numb the pain.
Think bout ya, goin insane.
I need a remedy need a cure.
So many bad memories, locked behind doors.
Chasing hopes with whiskey.
Wishing that youd miss me.
Been so long, shes long since forgotten me.
Fucked up and twisted up.
balencing them and me. double dutch.
Hands clenched tight.
Stuck between dreams and reality, keeping me up at night.
They watch me on TV screens. Look through your pictures,
skipping scenes.
Thinking we would end up back together, wasted dreams.
You are absolutely perfect for you! I'm jealous of every person who ever gets to meet you! Hope one day I'm lucky enough to just run into such a handsome and amazing guy! <3
That’s quite sweet of you to say. Thank you very much. :)
