my future child
youre welcome. thank you guys for pushing me as well
i fucking love reading these. stay strong
I kick back and try to focus through the glare.
fogged windows and a cloudy mind.
I miss you here.
Although you never really were.
Searching for answers in a bottle. excuse me while i powder my nose.
I dont know just when it was I lost myself.
I imagine it was around the time I found you.
How can we miss what was never truly ours, in the first place.
The smoke is going to my head.
Ive been driving for days and I havent left my bed.
Something Off The Top Of My Head
Im bigger than I ever was and I have never felt smaller.
I tell love stories though tragedy.
You can hear all about my past loves in my addictions in my notebooks.
Ill always remember you forgetting me.
Ill never remember I promised id forget you.
this is still a work in progress.
Fuck fame nobody knows me.
Yall just got a name.
I have all the girls.calling up sending pictures to my phone,
but they all the same. I miss you.
Cocaine and jack only numb the pain.
Think bout ya, goin insane.
I need a remedy need a cure.
So many bad memories, locked behind doors.
Chasing hopes with whiskey.
Wishing that youd miss me.
Been so long, shes long since forgotten me.
Fucked up and twisted up.
balencing them and me. double dutch.
Hands clenched tight.
Stuck between dreams and reality, keeping me up at night.
They watch me on TV screens. Look through your pictures,
Thinking we would end up back together, wasted dreams.
That’s quite sweet of you to say. Thank you very much. :)
thank you thats so gnarly of you to say